Sunday, July 24, 2005 ++
Something by simple plan, so they are whiners but some songs they have are damn right on. I guess that makes me a whiner too. yeah ok enjoy this i'm just a kid.
I woke up it was seven
I waited 'till eleven
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending everyday on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight
And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid I know that its not fair
Nobody cares 'cuz
I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares 'cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight I'm all alone
Tonight nobody cares
Tonight cuz I'm just a kid tonight 10:45 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005 ++
So, when i thought that life was turning to a better lane for me, i was terrible wrong i shouldnt have let the heart control that steering wheel. Now i'm even more fucked that ever. This is just plain rubbish.
And so the story goes, joycelyn met this guy he was pretty nice. She fell in love with him thinking hey it is a good thing, old love is out of her heart!
She spent o-so happy days with him like my birthday. it was really nice, wasnt some big event actually. i love my classmates. they bought a cake for me. love u guys.. heex.
alright to cut things short, due to my odd behavior and self-pitiness, quarrel arised. well it got really bad. i dont know what to do. it suppose to be o-so-sweet. Now my hearts are spread into pieces, dumped into the middle of the sea, lost in the bermuda triangle.
so what in the world did i do to deserve all these men!! i didnt pray enough?! i dont know what to do. i really dont. i dont know. i just want to be happy. happy as can be. guess all my thinkings were wrong. what have i learnt in 17 years. nothing.
i'm really sad now. i want u all to say fuck with me.. 1,2,3.."fuck" 9:35 AM
Saturday, July 02, 2005 ++
it's been a month already. yeap and this one month was really life changing experience.
Within 5 days, i find myself in a polytechnic where i have no friends and a month has passed and i have some friends in school.
Passed 2 weeks i've found some one who love me sooo much. and i love him back. nope, not him... (if u know what i'm talking about).
Had lots of fun with him. fucking tall i say. ok let me disclose his name, alex. wellllllsss
ok let's see... we've been to chinatown, did the stupidest thing. and just yesterday we were the biggest fool in orchard road. it was fun man. faking that i sprained my ankle and being the biggest jerk. i totally embarrassed him. everyone was staring at him. it was so so funny. someone should have record it down. bah. then we knocked our heads. so hard that he had a concussion. i dont know how to add video clips.. so too bad :(
hmm no lovey dovey stories its for me to know and u to find out. haha.. lols, bad line. who cares. ok my fave band is playing.... yeah yeah yeahs, will they come to singapore?? 8:27 PM
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